| update of a million years. |
[Nov. 11th, 2008|12:15 pm] |
i am writing poetry (finally!) and somehow digging my way out of college &etc. i wish i could write poetry all day and have lots of lovemaking and kittens and cups of green tea. i got some fantastic honey a couple of weeks ago. anyways. i want to kiss a stranger again.
go(figuremeout). if you really want to read my new poeme, message this. i've been very secretive lately.
♥ to you all
p.s. oh yeah and it was my birthday huh. yay me. i spent it in santa barbara, pretty (un)eventful but eventful, one of those weekends. good stuff all around. :] thanks to shenanigans, jasher and bunny for making it supa fantastiche. ♥ |
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| ola la la |
[Feb. 11th, 2008|12:55 am] |
long time no see. visiting boyfriend next week (♥). new layout. red and white and black and simple. everwhite.
...also, all american rejects are awesome. anyone else going to bamboozle left, holla. ♥ |
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| holiday plaaaaans |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|02:53 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | ♥, 18, amazing, chris, college!, good day sunshine, love, missing you, recap, spontaneity, the good ship, unexpected, waiting for godot | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
( calendar )
so basically my roommate plays awesome amazing music - modest mouse, mika, louis xiv, killers and more amazing things i really really really (!) like but don't listen enough to. ♥ for sure. :]
also, omg, last night was so chill - just hanging out in the apartments watching superbad and eating chocolate chip cookies and talking about symmetrical decorating and our 'marriage' party (champagne, no pants, formal from the waist up ahahha). everything in life is just so good now.
i turned in all my papers and i only have logic homework due at 8. the only final that worries me is my logic final - the rest i'll study for and do well on, i'm sure. college is so much fun at the most random times -- it's like golden champagne bubbles fizzing up inside you until they explode in a burst of fireworks joy. ♥
aaand chris and i are completely together, love and sappiness and everything. it's unbelievable how this is all working out. we're such poor college kids, but the best treasures are at goodwill anyways, right? :]
...life. ♥ |
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| great quotes :] |
[Nov. 20th, 2007|01:09 pm] |
Overheard in NYC
( MY LIFE )
i ♥ pondering philosophical concepts. :DDDD |
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| try to figure out what all this is for |
[Nov. 19th, 2007|09:22 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | 18, chris, college!, don't wake me i plan on sleeping in, hm., love, lyrics, missing you, rants, sexual frustration, sick | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  exanimate | ] |
( words to think about )
college makes me have existential crises. crises. god, what a word. what a world.
i guess i'll write my essay now... |
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| wish list 2007 |
[Oct. 28th, 2007|01:57 pm] |
haha, for the 18th birthday <3
wish list
polaroid 600 film haha but i used it all up
canon XP digital camera SONY POWERSHOT YAYE :D
long/mid-calf black trench coat
Los Angeles Times subscription
( ...and continued )
♥~ |
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| Fire UPDATE |
[Oct. 22nd, 2007|03:33 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
san diego county is burning, thus:
+ cancellation of classes mon-wed
+ possible cancellation classes thurs-fri
+ possible evacuation
+ postponing midterms till next week
+ i am going home
everyone, stay safe! <3~ |
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| and fuck it all, it's a beautiful world in here. |
[Oct. 16th, 2007|01:21 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | college!, crack crack crack, depression, everything, faith, i hate the world, insanity, love, missing you, passion, philosophy, questions, rants, realizations, recap, secrets, seventeen, sick, the dark side, waiting for godot, what the fuck, woe dang | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| | philosophized | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | seasonal -- ashkah sky | ] |
i am rediscovering myself.
i am re-cognizing myself -- reknowing, because in the end i know everything and i am just on the path to realizing it, right?
( this is my constant state of mind. ) |
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| i sort of hate this poem now, but. |
[Aug. 18th, 2007|06:46 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | chris, don't wake me i plan on sleeping in, everything, hm., i love l.a., love, missing you, my poems, nothing, raaa., rage, rants, seventeen, sucks, wish | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  a little disappointed | ] |
IT IS SO SHALLOW. omg this is what happens after you start to live and you stop writing for weeks and weeks and weeks. -__-; (i think i need to communicate less in words and more in ink...or maybe just order more starbucks, hmmm. :>)
but, here it is. as sappy as ever:
close
blurred and still
( focused )
oh, expression i need you. |
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| i love my boyfriend. <3 |
[Aug. 10th, 2007|12:31 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | ♥, amazing, chris, conversations, don't wake me i plan on sleeping in, everything, favorite _______, food, fucking awesome, good day sunshine, happy, insanity, love, missing you, omg wtf, passion, recap, rock the fuck on, spontaneity, the good ship, unexpected, woe dang | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  loved | ] |
CASEY I LOVE YOU. XOXOXOXOXOXO
also, today was awesome. omg. chris took me to the white house restaurant in anaheim and WTF AMAZING. the food was just...fantastic. and we dressed up and i felt lovely and everything was perfect. cappuccinos and souffles and declarations of love -- it felt like a movie. just...WOW. the decor was awesome, too, and the service was great. i felt like a celebrity, like a princess, even, and no one has ever treated me so well ever.
i love him so much. in so many little ways and in every way that counts.
...life is fantastic. :D |
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| new vaio!! :D |
[Aug. 3rd, 2007|08:31 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | ♥, amazing, beginnings, college!, everything, family, favorite _______, fucking awesome, happy, happy spasms, new things, parents, the good ship | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
OMG JOY.
VAIO = JOY.
(also, the keyboard is made of awesome. and vista graphics make me smile. and and and...AGH JOYGASM. :D :D :D)
i love PCs. ♥ |
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| 691 - summer |
[Jun. 22nd, 2007|06:57 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | ♥, amazing, chris, dreams, everything, friends, fucking awesome, good day sunshine, happy, holiday, layout, music love, my drabbles, my poems, new things, original writing, partay, passion, pretty girls boys, recap, seventeen, spontaneity, the oc, woe dang, youth ministry | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | the strokes | ] |
so this is my 691st post. somehow that feels special to me.
my brain has been running in circles and i find the slightest things beautiful, not mundane -
i told chris today that i was peeling and i was so excited. i've never peeled because of a sunburn before and something about it is so fascinating: the patchy circles of ragged skin, the intricacies of wrinkles imprinted on the falling pieces, like a strange topographical map of your body. it's like looking at a blueprint of you, a map of the world when all you've seen is the neighborhood in your nearest vicinity. no one has ever traced me like that before, painted me so exact.
( epiphany )
summer lovers - love within me. |
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| my take on Strikethrough '07 |
[May. 29th, 2007|11:40 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | anger, bitter, breakdown, censored, everything, fandom, fucking fuck, insanity, news, omg wtf, politics, raaa., rage, rants, sick, sucks, unexpected, what the fuck | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
okay. so my hiatus will be broken a little for now. this is important. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) asaiyansmoothie has linked to a lot of sites about the current controversy. go to her journal, and read up. frankly, it's disturbing what is happening.
apologies to the f-list in advance for the length of this response.
Strikethrough 2007
i don't understand. i really, really don't.
i hope sixapart and all others involved in this unfair censorship realize their mistake. if things like this keep going on, i think a lot of people will be leaving LJ to post somewhere else. (including me.)
though there's honestly nothing we can do about it right now (besides organizing a response), i'm still mad. freedom of speech, anyone? writing about incest isn't the same as doing it. writing about pedophilia isn't the same as soliciting it. how the hell can people assume the intentions of the writers? where else are people supposed to vent about their problems -- whether they are about pedophilia or otherwise? wouldn't law enforcement rather have people writing about their illegal fantasies and purging themselves as opposed to keeping it all inside or committing crime?
i don't agree with the idea that every author who writes incest fic promotes illegal actions. everyone has a right to speak their mind about such things. this is why america is great. writing about incest or pedophilia does not present a clear and present danger to the law. using LJ to allow pedophiles to gather, support one another and continue illegal actions does present a danger to the law. it is a fine line, but it is a line nonetheless.
LJ was supposed to be a safe haven for all sorts of free thinking, where a lot of good writers went to express themselves and their opinions. what happened? is it really just because ad companies are pulling funding? is LJ all about the money now? i understand the importance of the bottom line, but really. what is going on?
i hope LJ will ultimately take a firm stand on this -- one that protects its users, its readers and its writers. though censorship is sometimes necessary, in this case, it is not. it is unfair. it is wrong. and it is sad. it is sad when good writers, good people are knocked for doing what they do best -- contributing their creativity to the intellectual community. granted, some may not understand it as creativity, but there will always be that problem of communication. hopefully, we can solve that problem, and communication between LJ and its shocked, upset users will increase. hopefully, more facts will shed light on why this is happening. hopefully, someday soon, we will all be able to understand each other a little better.
--
thoughts? |
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| The Landlord |
[May. 8th, 2007|09:35 pm] |
AHAHAHAHAH. from jenn hori. XD;;
watch [THE LANDLORD]. fear her! :OOO
...omg *amused.* |
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| all the things she said |
[May. 6th, 2007|02:59 am] |
omg malex is so much love. SO MUCH. LOVE. <3333
...and i changed my layout. huzzah!
i am the polaroid queen of high school prom dresses and sweetheart dreams. clichés and all, flying higher than the flashing lights, and smiling through the overexposure. insanity, lovely, wax poetic on- |
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| i could be your girlfriend? :D |
[Apr. 19th, 2007|10:38 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | crack crack crack, dance dance, emo kid, everything, ew, fucking awesome, humour, music love, pretty girls boys, punk hair urges, recs, rock the fuck on, seventeen, spontaneity, temporary obsessions, the dark side, the good ship, videos | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | omg avril doing choreographed dancing. XD; | ] |
omg avril lavigne's "girlfriend" is So. Addicting. XDDD;
...and the music video is awesome. omg i am such a girl. *g*
and i may be dressed like avril lavigne tomorrow. and before you ask, of course i haven't been watching "girlfriend" on repeat for the past...several...hours minutes. ;3
OMG i want to change my layout. *spaz!* :D
ETA: OMFG there's an italian version. and like a ton of other versions in the links. omg. omgomg ahahahaha CRACK. XDDDDDDDDDDDDD *dances!* |
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